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Tuesday, April 10, 2007
4:52 PM
YO BLOGGER ;D
I miss using the com everyone.
I miss chatting with my darling on MSN.
I miss dingxiaoyu.
& I miss them .

you are really different from what I thought you were
everyone seems so real on the outside
but it is not.
I tried to make things better
but yet, nothing changed.
Maybe I should just give up
but I dont want to.
Life really sucks at times.

Found some of my old neoprints the other day. Looking at them, I realised how much I have changed. Maybe it is the influence that others have on me, or maybe it is just me trying to fit in. The smiles on the neoprints, are they there for the sake of haveing a nice neoprint or did they really came from the heart ? I dontknow.
It's kind of unbelievable how fasta person can change and how easy a friendship can be ruined.
Rania, Peiyu, Sarah , I dont speak to any of them anymore.
Maybe there are misunderstanding within the arguments but no one bother to clarify them & frankly speaking, it would be pointless to talk about anything now considering that it would probably not make much of a difference.
I miss the old times.

Also, I guess I should really start to change & learn to trust people more. And stopping thinking that they were gossiping about me just because they were staring at me or whispering around me. Sometimes it's just the insecurity that is getting to me. I guess I have low self-esteem ( which really sucked). & all these is probably due to me thinking that people may find me boring since I usually just keep quiet and dont talk much.

Sometimes I wish I would be someone else .