`I have always love you.

Monday, April 30, 2007

4:22 AM

I know you excluded me.

Combined Sports Meet.
It was pretty okay (: This year's sec ones are damn enthu please, they cheered chao freaking loud ;O
But Shyam rocked man ;D
Fastest man in Singapore .

Anw went out with YouJia after that <3
& did some seriously shopping (:

Shall blog about it tmrr (:
GTG <3

Sunday, April 29, 2007

5:34 AM

I love my new phone <3

Saturday, April 28, 2007

8:35 AM

OMG. WangZi posted on his blog that he likes Arron.
(:(:
Yay. No conflict/quarrel between BBT&FRH.
<3

183club are goners man.

& Mel , I'm NOT talking about you in e blog post. And you already know who I'm talking about.
I love you lots to bitch about your larhs <3
The prank on Jared was fun (:
20 calls. Hahas ;D

Somehow I become Jessie's mother. (!?!)

5:43 AM

I dont know if they are talking about me.

& maybe I should just stop blog-hopping bcause it just dampens my mood.

oh fyi, I'm talking about two people in my previous and neither one of them are from 202. So if you still think that I'm talking about you, then I cant help it. But I CAN tell you who I'm talking about if you just ask me.

Friday, April 27, 2007

10:45 PM

Maybe it's just me, but the stuff that I saw confirm everything. I'm not being paranoid. Those tags&posts&little things that you thought I wouldnot take notice of. I do.
fuck off, you friend-stealing-bitch.

Mel called me just now to tell me that she cut Arron's hairstyle.
O.O
Hahas, cutepea-turned-arronpea (:

Ranting to others doesnt really help much especially when they have no idea who is who and you would have to explain everything to them.
But still, thanks to Clarissa & Bestf for talking to my last night and the night before respectively. You guys rocked my socks <3

You think that you are cute but you are NOT.
You are just one of those act-cute people whom I know.
You think that you are good at drawing, maybe you are but so what ?
There are a million and one out there who can draw better than you.
You act as if you are so close to her,
But let me tell you, I know her earlier than you do.
Lastly, all your whining are getting on my nerves.
With her gone, you are just a nobody.

Tiffany's migrating to Canada.
I'll miss her lots <3
All her lame jokes and evil comments about other people.
& those pranks that she played on other that never failed to crack me up. D:

9:51 PM

Clarissa is my twin (:
We can finish each other's sentence.

Anw have to go out with Mum later for funiture shopping :/
And that would mean cancelling out on Yitian&Weilin.
D:
SORRRRRRRRRY Yitian (: I havent seen you in AGES. I'll try to ask you out really soon ok ?!
Weilin wants to go HIM today but I have no idea where it's at. Anw I cant so maybe going on Monday, that is if I manage to find out how to get there. (:

I'm not that stupid to believe the excuse you gave me. I can understand why you didnt want to do with us but you can just tell us the truth.
>;/

8:39 AM

Yups Clarissa show that post to your bitch friend (:
She can spam my tagboard if she wants. bcause I dont give a darn.

& I just realised how much I hate someone.
Now it's my turn to rant to Clarissa O.O

8:28 AM

I kicked Potato's butt
& I'm proud of it.

It surprisingly scary how one can be so different when facing different people. I have no idea why some people chose to act this way, was it just an attempt to have more friends? But when everyone founds out about everything, you'll just end up with no friends. Sometimes it would be just better if you let your true feelings shown and not hide it.

CLARISSAdarling !
Dont give a darn about that bitch because you still have me <3>
I'll always be there for you and remember that I'm just a phone call away.
(:

8:15 AM

Arron's latest post is confusing.

Ohmygosh. Weilin, we both got the tickets ok ?! So dont go and think that I was e only one who got it because WE BOTH DID ;DD
& We are going to attend lots of Tank's events <3>
Before I forget, thanks Amanda for getting me e tickets for Tank republic poly concert! It's really nice of you and I LOVE YOU LOTS <3>
& Thanks for asking me about the Yin Yue Ge Dou Chang but nah I dont think I can make it. This 'll probably happen if I tried asking my mum about it.

MengJie : Mum, can I please go for Yin Yue Ge Dou Chang on Monday
to see Tank ?
Mum: Aint you going to see him on the same day at Republic Poly ?
MengJie : Erm YES .
Mum: I'm already being nice enough to let you go for two of his events
and a A/S. What more do you want ?
MengJie : -sad look-

Yups, she wouldnt allow. & especially with my Maths results );
but whatever, I'm already contented with all of his events that I'm going to attend (:

20/50
My Maths test results . You can laugh at it if you want but I'm happy with it (:
Since I already tried my best & most importantly, my parents know it too ;D
Frankly speaking, I was actually quite suprised at my results because I thought that I would be the one getting single digit. But no matter who got it, it doesnt matter as long as we have tried our best (:
So cheer up YouJia&Hazel <3>

Thursday, April 26, 2007

8:20 AM

ohmyfuckinggod.
ohmyfuckinggod.
ohmyfuckinggod.
ohmyfuckinggod.
ohmyfuckinggod.
ohmyfuckinggod.

Arron is acting as a father in ISWAK2.

I vomited out the water that I was drinking when I found out about it :/
WTH.
Arron so doesnt look like a father please ;X
Apparenly he made the girl ( Ariel's friend ) preganent in the show.
:O

Tuesday, April 24, 2007

5:11 PM

I LOVE AMANDA & VIVIAN <33

there you go Amanda (:
Thanks for trying to get the tickets for me ;D
& Vivian too considering that I dont really know you that well .
;DD

TANK

1) YES 933[专属天使最爱Tank]校园LIVE音乐会
日期: 3 May (四)
時間: 6.30pm
地点: 华中初级学院 (Chinese High)

2) YES 933 [专属天使最爱TANK] 签唱会
日期: 5 May (六)
時間: 3.00pm
地点: Jurong Entertainment Centre (Outdoor Stage)

3) 我 VS '街头霸王'TANK 电玩PK赛日期: 6 May (日)
時間: 3.00pm地点: IMM level one Atrium

4) Tank Keep Fighting 校园演唱会
日期: 7 May (一)
時間: 4.00pm地点: Republic Poly

He's finally coming <3
& I'm most probably going for these events except for the IMM one.
That is if Vivian can get me the tickets for Republic Poly .
(:
Then maybe I wouldnt be going for the Tank A/S since I would be able to get the signature at RP ;D
So maybe I shall just go for Angela Zhang's A/S (:
Location: Junction 8
Time: 3.30pm (:

BWY <3
Went out with my darlinggs yesterday <3
Me&Weilin wanted to get the spongebob but in the end we got Epop.
Hahas, FEILUNHAI POSTER <3
& Went comics and saw a lot of WuZun ( bleagh :/ ) stuff so we started criticising him.
LOLS xD
We all dislike WuZun (X

Anw Mary won the Tank HCI audi concert ticket on 933 last night.
CONGRATS <3
YAY. Now we are all going to e concert [:

That adorable spongebob wallet is the love man <3

4:44 AM

If I choose to believe what I saw
then what you told me was a pack of lies.

today sucked.
except for the fun I had with Weilin&Amanda.
<3

Monday, April 23, 2007

12:37 AM

Maths Test.
:/

Byebye my allowance

& Hello Mr Chiang .

It sucked really badly. Those questions tested are really different from those given in the revision paper. & for people like me who only studies the revision paper, I'm so going to flunk the test.

DD:

And that would mean Maths Remedial with Mr Chiang twice a week :/

As expected, everyone was complaining about the Maths test the moment we hand the papers in & I just realised that I didnt really score that low for my last Maths test & yet Chiang made it seem like I've zero O.O

anw, goodlunck to VanVan&Iris&Peiyu for Maths test on thur (:

In com lab with Chinwen ~~& Peiyu~~ ( she left.)

Supposedly to be doing my Home Econs research paper&LA compre but heck it. I have more fun blog-hopping & searching for Arron pictures <3>

That guy is seriously hot man <3>I would probably love him forever.

Taken from Peihuan's blog (: Arron's hair is like omfg spiked up please O.O But that's what made him so shuai <3

ohmygosh. So cute !
& my least favourite picture of him.

New blogskin, here I come (:

12:04 AM

Fans Suggest Fahrenheit to Form Own Little Band to Keep Up With Wu Zun.
FAHRENHEIT, a Taiwanese boy band, currently can be titled as the most popular new generation boy band of Asia. This band has a total of four members: WU ZUN, WANG DONG CHENG (Jiro Wang), CHEN YI RU (Calvin Chen), and YAN YA LUN (Arron Yan). Out of the four, Wu Zun is the most favorite of their management company because his popularity has exceeded the other three. There are also people who have said that Wu Zun will be more popular if he leaves the band. Therefore, fans of the other members of Fahrenheit protects them, saying that Arron Yan and Calvin Chen should form their own mini band to counterattack Wu Zun and Jiro Wang's popularity.Although Fahrenheit have commercials together, lately Wu Zun has been accepting some of his own commercials. He also has some of his own dramas and his own movies. Although next week Fahrenheit will attend to an ad promotion together, tomorrow Wu Zun is attending to his own product endorsement promotion. Alone his popularity is increasing and this cannot be avoided. Fans of the other members grew angry and say that it is unfair and that they should be together because they are one boy band. Their management company, Comic, and their music label, HIM, all say that they will definitely be required to be together if it is for their album or any onstage performances.However some fans are still not quite satisfied with this and someone also suggested for Arron Yan and Calvin Chen to form their own mini group. They said, "That way they can get more exposure and it will even out." They suggested that since Fahrenheit releases a new album every summer, aside from that Calvin and Arron can release their own small EP album.Some fans are also beginning to feel for Jiro Wang saying that when Fahrenheit first came out he was the most popular. Even in commercials and dramas he was the main character.Their manager said, "It is true that recently Wu Zun is getting more popular but that is because of the effect of the drama "Hua Yang Shao Nian Shao Nu (Hana-Kimi). Soon the other members will have the same opportunity too."
Five Year Contract
In their latest commercial, ELLA of S.H.E is sitting next to Wu Zun eating and she eats the piece of rice that was on his cheek. She cries, "How come the rice on your cheek tastes exceptionally delicious?" This sweet scene has attracted many people. However, who is the small little guy sitting next to the two? There were audiences who feel that his role is like the third wheel. Fahrenheit's manager said in a rather annoyed tone, "That's Arron Yan, ah." She also said that in the following years Fahrenheit will have breakthrough performances. Currently they are signed to a five year contract. They cannot split at the moment.

<3
5 year contract. Now (blahblah) cant leave the band even if he want to . (:

OMFG.
Arron doesnt need to form his own band to be popular.
He already is.
& you are the deprived one here because everyone else know who Yan Ya Lun is.
>:/

Whatever.

But at least they wont be separated (;(:

FEILUNHAI <33

Sunday, April 22, 2007

2:03 AM

Hey girl.
I could see through all your lies .

It's pointless trying to control myself not to send so many sms-s bcause it would never work.
From this morning till now, I have already send over 80 sms-s.
O.O
Goodbye my money .
But still I love my sms-ing partners to bits and pieces,
Weilin & Bestf <3
You guys are the bestest ever and I love chatting with you guys <33

I've just realised how many pages the freaking graph chapter has.
>:(
& to make it worse, I completely didn't listen during Mr.Chiang' lessons. Well, except for the Maths remedial which did help lots xD
8 more hours to Maths test :/

& 47 more hours to seeing my cupcake <33
It has been so long dear (:

the spongebob craze (:

Friday, April 20, 2007

11:39 PM

Recent events they attended in HK ;D

Arron signing the board at Kunion ;D
It brings back happy memories <3

11:36 PM

I think Arron look darn hot in this pictue <3>

They were having dinner after their Indonesia concert ;D

10:27 PM

>:(
My phone bill for last month came today and as usual, I over-smsed&phoned.
3562 smses
368 minutes
Great. Now I would have to pay for it myself.
D:

I shant sms so much next time but it's impossible especially when Yickoyick is going to change our places & I would probably be sms-ing people the whole time when I'm bored & that is like every single minute ;O

Anw went for maths remedial today & sat with Tiffieeeee xD
And she's a very nice maths tutor <3
HAHAS. Bcause she would come over and teach me the moment I say 'I dont know' .
(:
But e remedial really helped a lot & hopefully I would be able to pass e maths test,
If not I would have to see Mr.Chiang two days each week for remedial o,O

Evan Yo is on friday weekly <3

5:36 AM

Fahrenheit Fans Welcome Them Warmly; Arron Clings Tightly to Jiro

FAHRENHEIT member WU ZUN was the first to arrive to Hong Kong, arriving there three days prior. Early yesterday afternoon the rest of Fahrenheit, CHEN YI RU (Calvin Chen), WANG DONG CHENG (Jiro Wang), and YAN YA LUN (Arron Yan) arrived. They have attracted to over 100 fans at the airport. Despite the crowded environment the three of them still kept a bright smile on their faces and was very nice, waving to everyone. Fans became excited and they tried to draw closer to Fahrenheit and in the end the security guards protecting Fahrenheit had to push them away with force. Probably because he was frightened by fans' sudden force, but Arron Yan was seen like a criminal, holding on tightly to Jiro Wang, hiding his face.When the three of them stepped into their van fans followed suit and rented 14 cargo vans to chase after them. After the three of them entered their hotel there were fans who were caught cursing at the reporters and the security guards were forced to protect the hotel entrance to prevent them from entering.

llegal to Chase After Celebrities

Fahrenheit attacked Hong Kong yesterday. Regardless of anything fans used over 10 cars to chase after them. Not only had they caused traffic by taking up three highway lanes, they also drove through illegal lanes and did stop at the red light! Actually the government already had a law, and that was that cargo vans are only for shipment, not people. Fans used cargo vans and therefore they broke the law. Commiting the crime for the first time would need to pay $5,000 and also behind the bars for 3 months. However their fans' only used the cargo vans for a short amount of time and legally they were suppose to pay just up to a fee of $500.

OHMYGOD. Arron looked so traumatised :/

Those fans are really quite guo fen lorh ! At least it showed that Arron trusted Jiro alot to help him. HAHA xD

Feilunhai is not going to split (:

ohman. Wuzun maybe acting in two movies.

5:04 AM

New seating arrangement.
I feel like killing Mdm Yick. That stupid old bitch with no friends.
She's just jealous of us having friends which is why she wants to separate us.
>:/

But I more or less okay with everyone in our class larhs so it's still okay. Just depend on whether the person I was chosen to sit with what to sit with me or not.
& it's sure one of those listens-in-class, guaiguai people since i always stone and talk. :/

On a brighter note, I got in CSI&debate for sabbaticals <3
& it's all those people that I liked in those two xD

Thursday, April 19, 2007

5:53 AM

I hate WuZun.
& his fans.

They just dampened my mood.
>;/

There was a sudden outburst of popularity for FAHRENHEIT member WU ZUN. Numerous rumors followed, such as the rumors of Fahrenheit breaking up soon. Last night, WANG DONG CHENG (Jiro Wang), CHEN YI RU (Calvin Chen), and YAN YA LUN (Arron Yan) were said to attend to NA WEI XUN's wedding party together. However in the end only Jiro attended. It seems to be that seeing the four of Fahrenheit together is now getting more and more difficult!Truthfully, the four of Fahrenheit are like brothers. However after Wu Zun's sudden bust of popularity it will be harder and harder to maintain their close relationship. They will need more time, effort, and their own wisdom to achieve that consistency. The hands that can lead them to become more seperate are the different movie companies. It is true that Wu Zun is getting the most offers to film movies, dramas, attend to fuctions, etc. Their management company should keep their brain moving. When asked about the rumors saying that Wu Zun will leave Fahrenheit and will work on his own, he replied, "Well it is kind of true that we're working on our own. Besides singing together we pretty much have our own things to handle. However once we sing together, the strength and bond will be even stronger than apart."After the filming for "Zhong Ji Yi Jia" (The X-Family) yesterday night, Jiro Wang immediately dressed up and went to Na Wei Xun's wedding party. Na Wei Xun plays Jiro's father in "The X-Family." Because he was in a rush he had no time to take a gander at the newspapers. Therefore he was confused when the paparazzi questioned him about the "Wu-Wang War". Instead he asked the reporters, "Wu Zun and I are fighting to be the big brother? Who won?"Jiro Wang insisted that the four of them are like brothers. No matter how the rumors are beyond their reach, they will and always remain the best of friends. However recent observations of the four of them are supporting the rumor that they are starting to not get along. For example: last night's wedding party. On the invitations list Wu Zun's name was not on. Wu Zun is also constantly receiving other dramas by himself, away from the other three.It is a fact that Wu Zun is now the most popular. Sadly reporters have witnessed a scene at a function where a fan had shouted to Arron Yan, "Don't block my Wu Zun!" When the reporters were having an interview with Jiro Wang yesterday, they constantly stabbed him questions concerning Wu Zun, such as if Wu Zun is engaged, or if Wu Zun will leave Fahrenheit, or if he has any feelings towards Wu Zun's burly body. He simply answered, "When seeing Wu Zun's pictures it feels as if I'm looking at one of the 300 warriors."

See the bold words ?
That is what got me to be so mad. How can that fan say this to Arron ?
Bitch.
Ok, maybe it's not WuZun's fault but I just dont really like him because of a lot of articles recerntly.
But I cant hate him too much either considering that he is part of feilunhai.
Jiro was in the entertainment circle way earlier than WuZun and he is way more talented than WuZun too. So if feilunhai really have a leader, it should be Jiro. So what if WuZun is popular ? Being popular does not mean that you can be the leader, it depends on whether you have the qualities of one and the talents, having the looks along would not help you in the future.
& now his fan made Arron all depressed :/

Rushing the geog presentation now by myself.
URGH.
& I still havenot done my home econs research paper.
Great, I'll just die tomorrow.
:/

anw thanks bestf for sending me your powerpoint for reference <3

Wednesday, April 18, 2007

9:51 PM

What you see on the surface may not be true.
Maybe I should have listened to her.

9:51 PM

What you see on the surface may not be true.
Maybe I should have listened to her.

Monday, April 16, 2007

6:10 AM

It’s surprising how some people can bond so well just after spending a few hours with each other .
But a few weeks later , they can just be totally strangers with each other.
I want everything to be okay again ;D

Just have a sudden feeling to type this.
I LOVE BWY, WEILIN&AMANDA <33

Saturday, April 14, 2007

10:59 PM

I'm in no mood to continue my previous post so it shall just rot there.

I have a feeling that she hates me & I dont know why.
I didnt backstab you, you think too much.

&frankly speaking, you are the bestf that I really dont want to lose.

10:55 PM

Things used to be alright between us until recently.
We just drifted apart.
Those small little arguments all piled up on us.
I wish I could turn the time around.

Friday, April 13, 2007

7:46 AM

Friday the 13th.
Black friday.

Now I believe that everything is about black friday is true bcause today is worst day of my life and it sucked badly .

First, I woke up at 6.20 with a horrible headache&sore throat. So i decided to get more beauty sleep and reset my alarm clock to 7.00 . THEN my dear old untrusty handphone died on me so obviously I overslept since Mel usually wake up only after I poked her XD
I only woke up at 7.20 and guess what !?!
I lost my voice and sound like a frog.
AND I was having a slight fever.
So in the end, I decided to sleep and not go school since I'm not in the mood to see Shirlene Tieh either.
& Mel was vomiting like hell so she ponned school with me .

Secondly, we went to KAP for lunch at 1 plus and it started to rain heavily when we were about to go back to NanYang. & the way from KAP to e busstop is freaking hell long so how do you expect us to run ?
But Macdonal has nice auntie who is willing to lend us umbrella .
AUNTIE KEE <33

continue to update tmrr ;D

Tuesday, April 10, 2007

4:52 PM

YO BLOGGER ;D
I miss using the com everyone.
I miss chatting with my darling on MSN.
I miss dingxiaoyu.
& I miss them .

you are really different from what I thought you were
everyone seems so real on the outside
but it is not.
I tried to make things better
but yet, nothing changed.
Maybe I should just give up
but I dont want to.
Life really sucks at times.

Found some of my old neoprints the other day. Looking at them, I realised how much I have changed. Maybe it is the influence that others have on me, or maybe it is just me trying to fit in. The smiles on the neoprints, are they there for the sake of haveing a nice neoprint or did they really came from the heart ? I dontknow.
It's kind of unbelievable how fasta person can change and how easy a friendship can be ruined.
Rania, Peiyu, Sarah , I dont speak to any of them anymore.
Maybe there are misunderstanding within the arguments but no one bother to clarify them & frankly speaking, it would be pointless to talk about anything now considering that it would probably not make much of a difference.
I miss the old times.

Also, I guess I should really start to change & learn to trust people more. And stopping thinking that they were gossiping about me just because they were staring at me or whispering around me. Sometimes it's just the insecurity that is getting to me. I guess I have low self-esteem ( which really sucked). & all these is probably due to me thinking that people may find me boring since I usually just keep quiet and dont talk much.

Sometimes I wish I would be someone else .

Saturday, April 07, 2007

5:32 AM

Here to blog about Evan Yo a/s (:

Went down with Weilin at 12 to queue. Was rushing her like mad bcause I want to stand in front :D There were considerably little people there as compared to feilunhai&show one . So we were able to stand in the middle row evn though we didnt go down v.early .
Stoned & walked around aimlessly for a while. Went to Adidas to look for Lakers8 shirt but out of stock :< Anw it costs 79 bucks ,still ok (: Then went Kino to look at mags & off to buy paper and pen to write to Evan <3
They shifted us into the barricades at about 3 & quite a few people cut queue. PISSED OFF WITH THEM.
& it was rather chaotic there bcause there was not enough space for everyone to sit and blahblahblah. Somewhere the security guard was darn blur please :X
I somehow suspect that half of the people who were there bought their album on that day especially those out of the barricade. Alot of them only stood there at 6 plus. WTH please.
But all those waiting was worth it (:(:
He's chao shuai in real life.
Same as Calvin, he's not very photogenetic but shuai <3
He sang three songs in total :DD
& he's way more friendlier than the other stars please.
He talked a least a little bit to everyone and shake their hands (:
Cant wait for his next a/s !

Just realised that if I had gone for Mayday a/s in March , I would be going for a a/s every month. LOLS :D
'Cause Tank is coming in MAY <3

Friday, April 06, 2007

8:43 PM

Some people chose to believe the person they thought they could trust the most,
But in the end they are the ones that ended up getting hurt.

CMY rocked (:

Sunday, April 01, 2007

9:13 AM

MELISSA KHO <33
I love my cutepea
& you dont go think I hate you or whatsoever .
bcause I love you alot ok ?
:DD

OHMYGOSH`
PEAS NIGHT OUT on tuesday (:
It's gnna be so fun <3>Geog Test
Going to miss it tmr :D
ohmygod please. & this time it's not that I want to leave early but the bus is leaving at 12.30 so I cant stay until 1.30 for the test .
excuseexcuse [:

I realised that the way I blogs make a lot of people have mixed feelings thinking that I'm talking about them
><>;/
From 40 bucks per a week to 25 bucks per week.
How is someone supposed to survive a week with only 25 bucks.
I probably sound like some spoiltbrat now but seriously, if you were me can you actual survive ?
What can you buy with the money you have left after eating ?!
:/

I love you
You love me
I love Meiji
Cant you see
- Melkoh
<3 you too !

>;(
According to my mum, my grades have been dropping ever since I got my ipod last year.
Does that even make sense to you?
What has my ipod got to do with my results ?!
Useless effort.
As if my grades is going to improve overnight just bcause my ipod is not with me.

Hougang Comics have a million&one feilunhai stuff
I freaked when I saw the amount of posters that they have.
It was OHMYGOD please.
There are over TEN designs & even have TANGYUZHE ones !
Tangyuzhe my newlove <3

& I cant pon the freaking table tennis competition tmrr no matter how much I do not want to go.
I dont want to go.
FUCK man.

Now I'm really worried that she's talking about me.